Each and every day we search the mass that is our thoughts,
filled with anxiety, pain, happiness and confusion; so that we may try define
what it is that drives us. This pursuit that
we as a journey to discovery can only, to me, is one. We are trying to find meaning to all that
exists within us, in our surroundings and that which would live on without us.
Today, a shimmer of the suns extensions caught my face in a
peaceful state and interrupted the joy that was only a few hours old, I woke
and could not return to the humbled nature that was of that moment I slept and
my day had begun. In its abrupt beginning,
my thoughts stood still when they reached the question why. In my knowledge of never getting the answer to
this question I pleaded by my sanity for my thoughts to progress to
another. In managing to move on, what
now consumed me was the reason of it all happening. The reason to us humans sleeping as the most
content specie and waking up in the thought of being the least of the
least. The reason to the separation that
stands between cultures and creeds yet the origin sees us all alike, human. The
reason to put in the effort so that one acknowledged not for what they are but
for what they are worth, which unknown if only defined by that scale which all
man is not privileged to. The one reason
to keep on living just as you and I know days to be, recurring.
A thousand faces cross yours daily, each with at least a
million thoughts in mind and each of them is in search of the very reason that
you are in search of. It may not be
presented as it is in your own mind or be of the same magnitude let along the
same nature, but what we find at the forefront of it all is that we are all
seeking that one reason that makes us all…
I stood amidst the consultation of emotion my mind had with my heart, I heard
secretes far beyond my knowledge that now stand within my reach, the
understanding of which came far with words being few in between. This conversation spawn’s soliloquy as I listen
to the fine-tuned frequency my inner being is emitting to my soul. I may be closer than what I think to finding
the reason that I seek, so all I can do is stand steadfast in what I believe
and pray that the Lord grants me the spirit of Hope.
There stands one absolute force that concludes all the
questions that may be in any form they arise.
It stood far beyond our birth and far beyond the thought of our existence
conceived. This force known as God in my heart is my only reason.
