Monday, 17 February 2014
To How We Met
Before I say what I want to say I just want to remind you of what has brought us to this moment. I am speaking about a time, a place, an day and certain emotion that filled the room, injected to all those present by euphoria.
Words sit idle on tongues as an introduction is yet to avail itself to this encounter, steps towards you brave the thoughts that lie dormant to the appeal that will be given to you. As my subconscious phases out all those around you, the dimmed out figures grow less as I draw closer to you and the music calls out to the tempo of my feet to ground, my heart loud in its pound, in this Glory that my eyes and in hope, my heart has found. As you become aware of my approach, your eyes dawn a light that that guides my flit across the room. For the accession of your time not to be found wasted, a smile brightened countenance welcomes a belly deep “Hello.” Standing there looking lost in a dream, everything is silent to your question of who and how I am to Usher in words that would only be said once, yet an eternity’s foundation would be laid on. (Breath) “ Who I am is still in construction, the designer in prayer, in you, I hope I trust I have found. How I am is humbled that God does not taunt me with beauty because you to me and all of heavens angels are His best creation. And I dare not ask who and how you are, because the world would stand still in its orbit for me not to have seen the mother of my children and I drop dead in the inability to breath in my new air supply.
The night has turned into just a still moment in space, because in our conversation you wield the sewing pin that embroiders the lifelong quotes that woman such as yourself bring into being. I had wished at that moment of enlightenment, I held your hand to plug you into a live feed to my heart. Even then, my hopes would have been to synchronise my own heart with yours, because from that moment I saw you as my lifeline. You had asked when are we leaving but I heard when are breeding, the thought of being joined with you intertwined to string out a vessel to draw us away from the restless urge of belonging. Realigning the scripture spoken in us being grounded here for hours lost in the transcending emotion, we’re stronger in two.
My pride implodes with the enlightenment of being taken, so far a new me has been awakened, humility and acceptance is found.